My Beloved "Duizhang" Kris

A few weeks after the nightmare, all Krisships's sites ploddingly became hiatus...
but they still have a faith on him, they believe somehow Kris will show up and comeback, so they can make another fanfiction about Kris and his true-pairing mate again, capturing sweet moment of Kris with the members again, make a joke about Kris and the rest of the members again, how i really miss the moment when they shared laughter and tears together, side by side to each other and fully laughing, hugging, and also smiling... i miss your genuine smile Kris...

When i saw you for the first time, i thought you're kind of person who has cold personality by looking at your strong gaze, you seemed typically inconsiderate, selfreliant, and so on. Yeah at first, i thought you're not more than a cold-hearted guy with charming looks, husky-sexy voice and gorgeous smile.

But who would have thought? that actually you're the kind of person who has warm personality, which is make a few members rely on you a lots, many fancams have proven that you really take care of your members sincerely, even sometimes at the interview, your fellow members always said that you're the one who take care of them the most.

"Actually our leader is a very responsible man, He is a man, in private, he takes care of each of us, whoever needs help, he will be there to help us, unconditionally" - Tao (EXO-M China Love Big Concert)

"After i got to know him, i found that he was a really really nice person and really looks after us really closely, all the members really like him" - Tao (EXO-M Youku Interview)

"Because normally, he looks after the members really well" - Luhan (EXO-M Tudou Interview)

"Kris is a person who fully utilizing his privileges of being a leader to settle any issues or misunderstandings between the Chinese an Korean members, he is very fair while helping solve problems between the members" - Chen (EXO-M Tudou Interview)

"In real life everyone's equally good, when someone is upset or down, we will all comfort and encourage one another, especially our leader" - Lay (EXO-M iFeng Interview)

"Kris is very manly and he is the silent type, since Kris is one of the eldest in our team, he is like a father who watches us silently" - Chanyeol (Olleh TV Interview)

"He is reliable like a dad" - Baekhyun (MNaver Starcast, EXO study part 2)

"Kris hyung, you always buy a good food and everything that i want for me, thank you very much ~ i love you" - Sehun (Sukira)

Behind your dashing outward appearances, you have many different sides of charm, from that moment i've been dazzled by your charm, and i started to adore you.
you're the reason why i keep following EXO's activities, you're the reason why i keep loving EXO, you're the reason why i keep watching EXO's showtime, i love the way you gave us a big laugh every week, you're the reason why i keep downloading EXO's interview especially EXO-M.

2014 May 15th, has become a nightmare when i heard a news about you were going to terminate your exclusive contract with SM. I couldn't believe at all, i was convincing myself that's just a rumour, a rubbish.
It didn't make sense to me, why did you do that, after EXO cameback with new album, and definitely were on top.
My heart was breaking into pieces, i cried, i was so confused, i felt so wrong, but my heart kept saying if that was not true. and i have no idea, why did all of these affect me so much?

The painful thing, when i knew that the rest of members start to unfollow Kris on Instagram, oh my god what the hell is going on? they posted a lil bit harassing statements on their SNS, i remembered how hard we (EXO's fan) tried to believe that their statement was made by SM staff, but we ended up to face the bitter truth that the statement was originally written and posted by themselves.

No one among the members who stand up for Kris, i did understand they must be feeling betrayed, but is not fair to judging before listening to Kris's side first.  How could Suho told that Kris's act was a irresponsible for someone who is known as a responsible man like him, it was unacceptable, personally for me. Just waiting the conclusion, i really hope this nightmare ends soon and wish the best for OT12.

吴亦凡 Kris, wherever you are, go and chase your dreams and keep moving toward your goals. Hope you achieve the success you deserve. But, i just can't give up on you yet... i believe there will be a brighter tomorrow. #WeBelieveInYouKris

A superior personality and a piece of visual my beloved "duizhang" Kris
the more i try to hate you, the more i fallen for you

Ps : all the pictures was not belong to me, credit to the owner